Faith Will Be Rewarded

So close to Christmas. Just 4 more days, and tonight I’m doubting my faith. Tonight more then ever, I doubt that good things happen to people who do good. I’ve always tried to do good to everyone and anyone. Little things mostly: letting pedestrians cross when it rains, helpin’ a colleague finish his job before I finish my own, … I’m no longer sure that people who are total strangers to me appriciate those small gestures of kindness.

Less giving will surely result in less receiving and more solitude. But until the world restores my faith, I will give more to those who care and keep much more to myself. And I’m sure that givng to the ones I care about will be rewarded.